I said 'I love you' the last
I said 'I love you' the last. You came to my life while I was fragile, and yet independent. I still am. I mean the last part - independent. I was fragile because my last relationship before you four years ago scarred me. It scarred me to be in a relationship because I was too tired to start again. To know someone new. To know the bad and good in you. To let them know the good and bad in me too. But you told me, "Oh give yourself a chance". "I won't be like your ex and hurt you". "It's not fair to yourself because of someone else". After thorough thoughts, so I give in. But remember I forgot how to love. I forgot how to date. Because of the scar I once had. And I've been questioning you and myself, Why a guy like you be interested in me? The question I pour out to you is because deep down inside I do love you and I'm scared of losing you and you knew it too. The first date we had was amazing. No fancy restaur