A Story To Begin With..

Dear God, Why can't you let me move on..? It hurts so bad.. I've been hurting myself since 7 years ago.. *sigh* Please let this feeling fades away...  :( the more I try to let it go, the more it haunts me.. the harder I pushed, the faster it chases me.. God can make things impossible to be possible, and possible to become impossible, so please.. turn this feeling into hate and make me move on... sincerely, Dalin. Must be freaking weird to suddenly seeing my post like this.. like.. er.. can't you just lift your hands up and just pray to God like what normal people would do rather than F-ing putting it up in your blog?  Ehem.. well.. yeah.. I kinda did that already.. like thousand times..? I just can't.. I need to let it out somewhere.. so yeah.. my blog is where I vomit all my lovey dovey weird crush slash feelings stuff..LOL.. yup 7 years of having a crush on fucking stupid someone who dont even know you've been falling for him since th...

Assalamualaikum my sugar plump readers! Emm.. Do i still have my readers..? LOL Ape-ape je lah ye..  This is still my blog so I have the right nak beletiaq segala mak nenek kannn.. Before that, HAPPY NEW YEAR 2018 gaiiisss!!! *yeah I know I'm 10 days late huhu, but better than 10 months late kan kan kan* My new year resolution? THIS! HAHAHAHAHA I'm just nervous and excited for 2018! coz after nearly 3 years staying here in NZ, ive finally met a special friend whom I'm proud to say my best friend.. the first time I met this friend, I feel the click instantly.. Please God, hopefully this person will be my friend till forever.. aminn... and for this 2018, I'm also apart of the Otago Malaysian Students Association (OMSA) commitee .. .. .. .. .. AS .. .. .. .. THE .. .. .. .. FOOD OFFICER! HAHAHA Is my passion and love towards FOOD/COOKING that obvious? lol Frankly speaking, I dont have any...