A Story To Begin With..

Assalamualaikum my sugar plump readers google I'm so excited for this coming Chinese New Year! ahaks.. As I just came back from one week holiday in Malacca, i feel less stress with my class and life.. yup.. 2014 gave me a great impact on me and my family that I just hate people.. including the one we called "adik beradik" or "saudara" or simply relatives.. they are so willingly to kill us silently..  so we just going to back off rather than making things worse.. As I dont have many friends, I have no one to turn to.. Apart from my family, I need someone else to tell my stories to.. not just friend.. but someone who can understand this situation.. because I know even my bestfriend out there could not and will not understand.. I dont blame her.. she is human too like us... so because of that, I found someone I can trust (so far).. We planned to go and have fun this coming CNY as both of us are on holiday..hiks! *big grin* ...

The moment you realize that you can have everything you want in life. However, it takes timing, the right heart, the right actions, the right passion and a willingness to risk it all. If it is not yours, it is because you really didn’t want it, need it or God prevented it. (random quote I found in the internet) People always ask me, "Dalin.. dah besar.. takde orang lagi ke?" or "rajin masak.. boleh kahwin dah.. suruh bf masuk minang" and any other "bila nak kawin?" questions.. and it annoys me so much, when I'm smiling but deep inside I'm going insane!! Seriously people that are sooooo concern about my life, thank you for adding me in "who I want to bother" list of yours.. I dont have a bf, and I dont need one.. they are just gonna waste my precious time, and would only distract me in doing those "lovey dovey" things that most couples do.. Okey, straight to the point, I USED to set my mind I want a bf a.s.a.p, so th...

Assalamualaikum my sugar plump readers Seriously, 2014 is the most unlucky year for me.. huhu.. Nothing special actually happen this year.. Apart from MH370, and MH17.. The head stewardess of MH17 is my 2nd cousin, Arwah Azrina Yakob Our family is not that close, but Kak Ina is the most friendliest  lady with the a very big smile.. Her smile can make someone's day becomes better! I miss her.. we used to go to Korea together..  and she would share her stories in becoming a part of MAS's crew Till now, I can still remember the way she talks.. Miss you Kak Ina..  and this year, we had some unfortunate incident happened.. We are trying to look it from a positive side.. But it seems that I'm not strong as my other family.. and because of that, it has been months I didnt came back home.. I did go back during Syawal and Kurban, but that's all.. I wish and really hope that 2015 will give me a never ending happiness.. and if I have to...

Assalamualaikum my sugar plump readers or just to my blog..? *ehem2* Assalamualaikum to my pumpkin blog.. YES! That's more like it... I dont know where to expressed or to whom to tell my story to.. as this blog is the only place that I have.. Regarding to the title it self, recently I received a message from someone that I can't imagine (even not in a million years) who's the sender is.. I was about to go to sleep after I had a very sinful delicious meal for sahur.. I've made a nazar to Allah, 2 days of fasting if He grant my doa.. It is sooo important for me, about life and death.. and about my future.. syukur alhamdulillah with His help,InsyaAllah I am 60% closer to study in dot dot dot.. well, it depends on my current semester.. hmmm.. make it 70% closer! hiks.. ^_^ oops.. focus dalin, focus! back to the story, after I was about to close my eyes, I received a message.. A sudden friendly message.. but it seems I replied back sh...

Assalamualaikum my sugar plump readers!! I love to blogwalking.. and I found this.. this lovely lady is from US.. she love children very much.. but couldn't.. do you know why? please read! " my husband and I do not have children. We have never been financially stable, he has Asperger's syndrome and therefore would not be a full particpating parent, and we both want to be responsible for the life of a child . Since we cannot be responsible for one and I am already 37, I closed that door with help from my therapist" Bezakan.. dengan masyarakat kita.. ko mampu ke..tak mampu ke..lantakk lah.."rezeki di mana-mana" eh helooo? Rezeki ada di mana-mana pun ko kena berusaha jugak kott.. ramai je kawan-kawan aku nak kawin lepas diploma ni.. aku macam.. "what thee..?" okey fine.. mungkin jodoh ko dah dekat.. tapi kalau apa-apa jadi dalam masa depan ko nak gali duit kat mana? sebab tu ada perpatah, sediakan payung sebelum hujan!  haihhh..emo pula...